When spiraling through life sometimes
there are moments of such dark despair
smothering you in a blanket of darkness.
You grope for a way out, but exhausted
you fall back into the void.
For a time, it is mindless and numb, grief,
this burden of weight that sits on your mind,
eventually, you try to find your way out once again,
blindly fighting and stuggling and somtimes,
you catch a glimpse of light, before succumbing.
It is somewhat comforting this darkness.
So you stay, safe and quiet with your tears.
Once in awhile a hand gropes through your pain,
and you weakly reach for it, before giving up.
It's all in vain, it's safer to stay here curled in a ball.
One day you awaken and realize that the darkness
has lifted slightly, you look up and see a hand..
once more reaching for you...this time you grab on.
This time you know it is the right moment..
You hold on with all your might and suddenly..
You are free.. blinking at the light..tears dry.
The sorrow leaps from your chest with a final
death cry, and you know that it is time to finally
move on with your life, and you take the hand
and step forward into your tomorrows...
Written by Camomie/P.Anderson
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